Friday, December 22, 2006

Nirvana

I dont know whether its some sort of mental disorder or im just going crazy. There are a few things Ive noticed about myself in the last 6 months:
1) I dont recognize myself in the mirror anymore. I try to, and I remember my face, somewhat, but when I look at myself n Im not sure its me. Is it age? dunno. ig blank.
2) Less emotions... when I mean less, i mean almost none. I feel nothing for nobody no more. Family, friends, lover. noone. Its all a blank. Dunno whether thats a good thing or not.
3) Feel like there's someone else sitting inside me watching everything that's happening to me.
Might be gaining nirvana!! no?!